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Self Deafence

by Self Deafence

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1.
It's behind the cellar door All the souls that i have met All the bodies, they are kept In my basement There is you, who was the first All the suffer, all the dirt All our problems, all your love All of it has left behind It was very cold Prague night When you ran away from me Those 10 roses, our laugh It has now became so rough It's behind the cellar door All the souls that i have met All the bodies, they are kept In my basement You, my red cat, how are you? You're not mine, i know, but true Orange blue is not orange now When you left me on that night August day, september song I've been waiting for too long And my heart was beating fast When we ran away It's behind the cellar door All the souls that i have met All the bodies, they are kept In my basement There is so much pain behind This cellar door But I know I will find Someone who throws the keys away
2.
Aeon lights of moonlit nights Lighting up my days Hustle nights and endless fights Lighting up my days Staying up late to think of times I chose to forget Drinking games and petty crimes We do not regret Now we're gone and there is nothing left Except this porch and some red wine Listening to butterflies' screams And watching stones on the run Naked dances on the balcony With cigarettes in our hands Thoughts of jumping down Before something bad happened Or something too good To comprehend Before we fuck it all up Before we fucked it all up Now we're gone and there is nothing left Except this porch and some red wine Listening to butterflies' screams And watching stones on the run
3.
Little Sun 02:52
Up there in the skies There's a little sun who hasn't heard of the stars And its only job Is to shine on the rest of us Hey, little sun, the head of gold Oh, tell me, who can be so bold To fly closer than you want Without getting their wings burnt Hey, little sun Who's gonna shine over you? Oh, you excite the hearts of men The fools who breath with just their dreams And over and over again You blind them with one of your beams Hey, little sun, beam so bright heat so high Aren't you afraid of the dark? Do you see the other stars shine? Out there, in the dark Hey, little sun Who's gonna shine over you? Up there in the skies There's a little sun who hasn't heard of the stars And its only job Is to shine on the rest of us
4.
Miracles 04:34
Is it a madness? Or we're just put inside a vortex? But we spin around Overwhelmed by recent losses Trying to get it out And the pathway of yellow stone is under me knees How can we get rid of it? Am I found after years of being lost? After years of waiting? If the Emerald God is as mighty as they said I will just ask him for only simple miracle Iron soldier, ugly doll and wild cat — They're all my company And all of them are looking for something and I Am I found after years of being lost? After years of waiting? If the Emerald God is as mighty as they said I will just ask him for only simple miracle Am I found after years of being lost? After years of waiting? If the Emerald God is as mighty as they said I will just ask him for only simple miracle
5.
Awake 03:16
And I sometimes get struck by knowledge That it's awake, though it's away Though I have never had a chance To even glimpse its silhouette It seems like never had we part Our ways with courage to make changes My limbs are strongly tied with ropes They're made of years of my decisions It was the piece, that kept me going For borders of my comfort zone We wanted freedom, or it wanted Now it is gone, I stand for peace I've had a thought the other day I asked myself: "How long will I be Lying to myself, that everything is just as planned The hell, when I'll be happy?» The peace can finally be found By understanding what you have However it would be dishonest To say that I’m displeased with peace I just sometimes get struck by knowledge That it's awake, though it's away
6.
Pixies 03:10
Maybe about fourteen years ago, I had action figure with white face and I had no idea where'd he came from So i reinvented his story from scratch Every time I had him in my hands, but he never really fit in Destroyed a hundreds of worlds He never made friends with any other toy Been thrown upon a brick wall He had this face I didn't know as a little boy Am I walking the right road Whatever I have no courage to turn I could use doubt as my bath salts And I can't relate to anybody All my crossroads have way to much turns I could've been nostalgic, but I'm not that old Today's reunion at my high school Im stuck in the traffic jam thinking of all the excuses That i should have said today All the crossroads are passing by I'm not even sure if i'm driving right and I dont care Cause i wear my own white face today Destroyed a hundreds of worlds He never made friends with any other toy Been thrown upon a brick wall He had this face I didn't know as a little boy Am I walking the right road Whatever I have no courage to turn I could use doubt as my bath salts And I can't relate to anybody All my crossroads have way to much turns I could've been nostalgic, but I'm not that old

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released March 9, 2017

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Self Deafence Moscow, Russia

Members:
- Mark Shekhter (bass, lead vocals)
- Sergey Efimochkin (guitar)
- Denis Shaposhnikov (guitar, back vocals)
- Nikita Shishkin (drums)

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