Self Deafence

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released March 9, 2017

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Track Name: Bodies In My Basement
It's behind the cellar door
All the souls that i have met
All the bodies, they are kept
In my basement

There is you, who was the first
All the suffer, all the dirt
All our problems, all your love
All of it has left behind

It was very cold Prague night
When you ran away from me
Those 10 roses, our laugh
It has now became so rough

It's behind the cellar door
All the souls that i have met
All the bodies, they are kept
In my basement

You, my red cat, how are you?
You're not mine, i know, but true
Orange blue is not orange now
When you left me on that night

August day, september song
I've been waiting for too long
And my heart was beating fast
When we ran away

It's behind the cellar door
All the souls that i have met
All the bodies, they are kept
In my basement

There is so much pain behind
This cellar door
But I know I will find
Someone who throws the keys away
Track Name: Stones On The Run
Aeon lights of moonlit nights
Lighting up my days
Hustle nights and endless fights
Lighting up my days
Staying up late to think of times
I chose to forget
Drinking games and petty crimes
We do not regret

Now we're gone and there is nothing left
Except this porch and some red wine
Listening to butterflies' screams
And watching stones on the run

Naked dances on the balcony
With cigarettes in our hands
Thoughts of jumping down
Before something bad happened
Or something too good
To comprehend
Before we fuck it all up
Before we fucked it all up

Now we're gone and there is nothing left
Except this porch and some red wine
Listening to butterflies' screams
And watching stones on the run
Track Name: Little Sun
Up there in the skies
There's a little sun who hasn't heard of the stars
And its only job
Is to shine on the rest of us

Hey, little sun, the head of gold
Oh, tell me, who can be so bold
To fly closer than you want
Without getting their wings burnt

Hey, little sun
Who's gonna shine over you?

Oh, you excite the hearts of men
The fools who breath with just their dreams
And over and over again
You blind them with one of your beams

Hey, little sun, beam so bright heat so high
Aren't you afraid of the dark?
Do you see the other stars shine?
Out there, in the dark

Hey, little sun
Who's gonna shine over you?

Up there in the skies
There's a little sun who hasn't heard of the stars
And its only job
Is to shine on the rest of us
Track Name: Miracles
Is it a madness?
Or we're just put inside a vortex?
But we spin around
Overwhelmed by recent losses
Trying to get it out
And the pathway of yellow stone is under me knees
How can we get rid of it?

Am I found after years of being lost?
After years of waiting?
If the Emerald God is as mighty as they said
I will just ask him for only simple miracle

Iron soldier, ugly doll and wild cat —
They're all my company
And all of them are looking for something and I

Am I found after years of being lost?
After years of waiting?
If the Emerald God is as mighty as they said
I will just ask him for only simple miracle



Am I found after years of being lost?
After years of waiting?
If the Emerald God is as mighty as they said
I will just ask him for only simple miracle
Track Name: Awake
And I sometimes get struck by knowledge
That it's awake, though it's away
Though I have never had a chance
To even glimpse its silhouette

It seems like never had we part
Our ways with courage to make changes
My limbs are strongly tied with ropes
They're made of years of my decisions

It was the piece, that kept me going
For borders of my comfort zone
We wanted freedom, or it wanted
Now it is gone, I stand for peace

I've had a thought the other day
I asked myself: "How long will I be
Lying to myself, that everything is just as planned
The hell, when I'll be happy?»

The peace can finally be found
By understanding what you have

However it would be dishonest
To say that I’m displeased with peace
I just sometimes get struck by knowledge
That it's awake, though it's away
Track Name: Pixies
Maybe about fourteen years ago,
I had action figure with white face and I had no idea where'd he came from
So i reinvented his story from scratch
Every time I had him in my hands, but he never really fit in

Destroyed a hundreds of worlds
He never made friends with any other toy
Been thrown upon a brick wall
He had this face I didn't know as a little boy

Am I walking the right road
Whatever I have no courage to turn
I could use doubt as my bath salts
And I can't relate to anybody
All my crossroads have way to much turns
I could've been nostalgic, but I'm not that old

Today's reunion at my high school
Im stuck in the traffic jam thinking of all the excuses
That i should have said today
All the crossroads are passing by
I'm not even sure if i'm driving right and I dont care
Cause i wear my own white face today

Destroyed a hundreds of worlds
He never made friends with any other toy
Been thrown upon a brick wall
He had this face I didn't know as a little boy

Am I walking the right road
Whatever I have no courage to turn
I could use doubt as my bath salts
And I can't relate to anybody
All my crossroads have way to much turns
I could've been nostalgic, but I'm not that old